9.28.2011

today

So, after my mostly informative and detached blog yesterday, I am an emotional mess today. I'm so sad about this news and was in "fix-it" gear yesterday. Today, not so much. I'm just sad. I don't know what else to say. It's heart breaking. I want more babies. So badly. This is hard.

4 comments:

hcasper said...

Michelle...I am so sorry for your news and wishing I was there to hug you. I will pray this for you today that God will give you a peace that surpasses all understanding.
Philippians 4:7
"And the peace of God, which surpasses all understanding, will guard your hearts and minds through Christ Jesus."
Prayer and peace go hand in hand. This is the blessed result of leaving everything in the hands of God by prayer.
Love, prayers and hugs!
Heidi

The Fords said...

I'm so relieved that you finally have an answer but so sad for you the the answer is such a heartbreaking one. Know that I'm thinking of you every day and that I'm always just a phone call or e-mail away. Love you.

Laura said...

Praying for you. I love you and I'm virtually hugging you. Please let me know if you need anything from me.

Looney

Mendy said...

Meesh - I'm sorry for your sadness. I think, like you do in all things, you will take this on with faith, humor, and joy and find an amazing sense of purpose in it all. Because that is what you have always done as long as I've known you. I don't see that stopping now. And it's ok to be sad for now.
What I'm grateful for:
*answers, even tough ones.
*you have Will, against all odds. Wow, that's just really spectacular isn't it??
*you will have more children, somehow. And you'll love them amazingly. Remember when you said this to me once when I really needed to hear it? Should have guessed then you would become a therapist!